Realistic world?

Ya.. i do admit tat tis is an realistic world.. Wondering why guys easily feel lonliness and emptiness, girls i don kno la. Normally when these come, i will hack care wat i hav to do ahead. Maybe its God's mercy tat i'm a quite responsibility guy bah..There's quite alots of things tat we hav to do, just tat i take them more into me; more serious and more hard bah..

Hey! Remb wat's faith? Hebrews11:1.. Tis is one of the things to test our faith in God bah.. Guys, don give up worz.. Actually we hav almost the same probs, why not we gather; discuss and pray abt them? Bible oso tel us tat we can't live alone by ourselves rite?

Actually hav been receving calls fr some guys to accompany them..busy like VIP. But really thank God la.. At least they nv find someone else. Anyway, Guys, Jia you! We MUST breakthru these with God and fr God. So tat by Jesus Christ sec coming, we all R in the lists! Go go go! :D

Break become work

Thought i could do my own things and hav a break during these two weeks, as going Army on 27th..But end up they expect me to feed the whole family. Ask me to cook for family and buy food for them?? I one person hav to feed my dad whose in nursing hm, my mum who always complain here pain there pain and everytime drunk with uncles downstair, my sec bro who until now haven found a job always stayed at hm eat up all the foods, my third bro still wan to borrow mony fr me.. Sometimes see them, will no longer feel like moving on.

Its just so amazing that no matters what happening, LX just wont die.. since its all God's plan, Maybe i just need to do more on what i could. Dear God, LX should hav patients rite? I feel so weak, how i would like to stay in ur church 4ever and no need to think of other things. Can U at least tel me what U expected me to do? So that i can do them out without avioding the roads in front..

sometimes just feeling like lying on a grassland and look up the sky..but U just cant hav peace, inserts will crawl onto U.. Frankly speaking, who don't kno what are the real things they hav to do? I just feel tired bah.. ZL, U hav been doing great in san fu and other things..Jia you! Don be like me, struggling with old things again and again and don't kno how to stand up by myself.

I finally kno why we shouldn't hav BGR at these age, go out until so late, buy tready stuffs, play games and spend money until siao...etc.. Because after we get them, we won't kno how to control and discipline ourselves. Why so stricts that we hav to inform? 1) We can't be ourself, we must change the old values "happy can le? and "Do what we like?" 2) We can't follow the world pattern, this world has becoming more and more corrupted.

We kno what is right, what is wrong; what is good for us and what is bad for us right? Just that do the more bad, harmful and wrong things R more easier.. Glory to the Lord!! We just can't imagine what will we be without disciplines and guidences... Thk God! :)