On 17 went to my ex CQMS (platoon sergent), Kingston de b'day.
Nv really talked to others, only sticked to own gang.
Helped Kingston ran and brought chacoals.
We and his other frens or family members took turn to BBQ.
Then all my camp mate say they donno how to BBQ la...
Lols...got Jacob, Siong Chey, Adrain, Jun Yan and me.
We BBQ and ate our own, but later i suggested BBQ for others oso.
Later on after cutting cakes, they throwing ppl down pool while we went back to eat...hahahas..
There R some really random pics below la...
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This is how our dearest Alan ate his b'day cake on 16th Aug.
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Monday, August 25, 2008
Trying post video
Just to try to post video, hahas...
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Saturday, August 23, 2008
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Thursday, August 21, 2008
continue future..
I didnt kno i am turning arnd my probs...
Actually i already facing my probs..
Satan always use these thought to jailed me in my probs.
Like wat some leaders said.
Every parents love theirchildrens rite?
whenever i watch "i not stupid too" de VCD, i will drop my tears.
Uneducated parents just use their own method to teach and love their childrens.
They donno how to love us...
They think they MUST provide our daily needs...
They shout in the public without knowing how we feel...
They think money is equal to love and love is equal to money.
We, tis generation ppl should try to understand them, though its hard....
BUT, its will be harder for them to understand us.
Quite sick these few days..flu..running nose..sore throat...flu..and so on..
But i still nv report sick and continue to work.
I really don like politics la...but its just outside world.
Everyone out there, even officers R so self-protective...
They wanna protective their own ass, and just push eveything to others.
WA LAO!! Imagine the whole folder of paper work, he say U lost it???
Cant really trust anyone in the outside world, even army.
Its always hard to be a gd person la..hahas...
actually still got other similar incidents happened, just don wan mention.
Sun be having 6km run at the durian shell...Army Half Marathon.
Last fri ran 4km wif the squdaron and tues 5km.
Hopefully my flu, running nose and sore throat can recover by sun.
Else, will be hard to run....hahas..
Think will say until here for tis week...take cares. =)
Posted at9:15 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008
future?
Yup! When someone told me tat i hav a gd future, i dropped my tears.
Facing the future really need alot of courage...
I'm one who don dare to love and don dare to hate, i like peace.
Break family cycle in term of mentally, characterise, my future childrens and lots..
maybe one more thing is tat i donno how to love myself bah..hahas..
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Confusing..
My 3rd bro prob has settled down. Thk's for prayers.
The most important things nw is to face the future, which is far too difficult.
Break family cycle, in term of many things which unable to describe finish.
I'm a person perfer to do wrong things than facing a probs,
and i really easily give up on everythings tat hav probs.
So if tat day got something happened, it will spoil my day and mood.
I will not be able to concentrate in work, will feel sian and wan to run away.
Ya, run away. Tat's me, i'm weak.
i can help ppl on their probs, but not facing my own probs...
Cos its feel better to help ppl solve their probs than facing mine.
Maybe i too negative, and tat's makes me cant accept tat i will hav a gd future.
When someone told me tat, i really cant control my tears.
After facing so many things, seeing how i destructed myself,
Its really hard to tel myself tat i hav a gd future.
I kno God hav forgiven me and my sins,
its just hard for me to accept tat God hav forgiven me and my sins.
Thk U, the one who came to meet me and brought me back to church.
Ha..dropping tears again.
Say until here bah..take cares. <3
Posted at9:36 PM
Friday, August 01, 2008
Luna 7th month
ALERT!!This is a month of air pollutions!
BEWARE OF HAZE, PLS BRING MASKS!
FOR SAFETY REASONS. =)
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My 3rd bro condition hav been no and off..
Some day normal some day toally shut himself.
Worse is his 同事 actually brought my 3rd bro to his so call "师父"
Say my bro too sad and missing my dad,
Then at my dad's funeral got crash wif dirty things...
Saying lucky we go to him, else sooner or later my bro will go wif the dirty things...
Then wan his 同事 to use 金银纸 to go over my bro body these 3 days,
and then burn the 金银纸 away.
Hais...oso donno wat to say.
Just so 巧 tat he totally back to normal 2day...
can work (sell vegetables) and talk normal le..
my bro even go off early to meet frens,
so all the more they think he's recover le and its becos going to tat "师父"??
Actually my mum called me when i'm in camp...
when she told me tat 同事 of my bro brought him to his so call "师父",
i really angry man!!!
Just tat tat 同事 30+ yrs old, i respect him and i cant out win him la.
So i immedialty called my 3rd bro church leader, Marcus.
After he heard tat, he only say no worry and pray hard...
who knos, he actually went to my hse wif some of church frens to vist my bro the next day.
THEN, my mum called me 2day afternoon and asked if i told his church frens not.
Cos they went to my hse yest nite and oso asked my mum not to bring my bro to the so call "师父" anymore....
so she said 我害她, oso informed me tat my bro 同事 bringing him to go tat "师父" 2nite,
asked me to ask his church frens to bring my bro out earlier...hahas.. XP
Hmm..so my bro received a msg and went off earlier was went off wif church frens.
His 同事 thought why he so happy wan to go off early and went out wif frens la..lols..
GD NEWS: my 3rd bro 同事 and company going to move out fr my hse 2mor evening!!
CONCLUSIONS: i wonder izit becos tis month is luna 7th month, so tat so call "师父" made tat conclusion?
or MAYBE is real?? i still think these R very 迷信 lorx!
still donno my bro really recovered not, feel sian and don feel like facing probs again!
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