Wednesday, April 30, 2008
more to come...
i really feel like shit..
Just nw went to TTSH 6th May they gonna put me to sleep to inject....
Everything sound so scary..
After the injection, gonna stay at there for arnd half a day..
Need mum to take leave to accompany there and accompany me back again...
Sian..
She sure nag one lorx...
At TTSH saw one of the nursing hm nurse..she bring patient to TTSH to get medicine...Thk God i saw her, then i kno my dad actually admitted into TTSH..But TTSH no bed then was transfered to SGH...So after i done my things at TTSH i went to SGH visit my dad..Sian...hav to get thru everything again....See social worker....counseling and all tat...Maybe say until here bah... :) Take cares.
Posted at7:48 PM
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Depressed?
Fri went to TTSH...Gonna hav a special injection 6th May...They will inject medicine into one of my body part...The worse side effect is tat the body part no longer functioning...So fri hav been learning wat to do if tat happens....Real scary, pray tat it wont happen to me...2morr afternoon hav to go TTSH again for body check up...Cos on 6th May they'll be putting me into sleep...Fri nite reached hm my mum was crawling arnd the hse...Her right leg knee cap totally weak, she cant even stand...But there's nth i can do...At least sat nite a bit better...Sun i rushed to nursing hm visit my dad and then rushed back hm to dry my Army's clothes...Actually there's not enough time for me to rush to nursing hm first, i reached nursing already arnd 2.30pm, so decided just take a look at my dad and asked the nurses abt his conditions....After tat rushed back hm, but mum already helped me dry my Army de clothes liao..Actually planned to go back hm on tues to take those clothings,but mum helped me dried so i just take and no need go hm on tues...Ya, i really don feel gd abt my tat tooth...Hav been really feeling uneasy abt tat stupid tooth..Mon faster called Tengah Air Base de Dental and seek help, they say they R fully packed...asked me just passed them the x-ray and memo to asap by 2day..i was like =.=Cant do my teeth but still hav to go all the way there...The medical centre is very inside of the camp la...Go in, come out, my smart 4 wet liao...They say just done the tooth will be very sensitive de..not pain...Earliest appt is 21st May, asked me to observe first...Hais...nw i hav to keep close my teeth 2gether when feel sensitive..2day morning went to hougang for doc appt...lol...alot of appt ya?So tried and sian...for my experience, i think i gotta mild depressions...Ya, i'm stuck and i'm not ready to face anything in my life...maybe?Btw...afternoon my mum called me say tat the nursing hm cant reach me so they called her....My dad was sent to TTSH becos he recently hav been into fever again....Even got a headache nw..Anyway...say until here. I will be fine. Take cares and jia you for exams 2!! :)
Posted at6:54 PM
Friday, April 25, 2008
Tis week...
Update for tis week..
Mon played badminton wif some ppl in camp, AND i strained my leg again..Hais....the feeling is sian diao..Tis time is not worse than the last time la...Can climb stairs but leg cant bend too much..So still cant train for IPPT..lol..And i cant sit on chair, leg will hurt like donno wat...Wed got squardon run, meaning the whole squardon run 2gether...There's a quite new guy staying wif me in camp and he tis yr just 17...Created a lots of troubles...Arnd 5am plus suddenly woke up and say his leg cramp, very pain....Like crying and said tat he cant go sqaurdon anymore...Donno is real or not, but i real tried...So just told him it will soon over, and i went back to sleep...Yesterday got a dental appt at Military Medical Insituition..Actually at my camp area de medical centre de...But the tooth tat need to be done got 4 nerves, so they refer me to MMI...I actually forgotten abt the appt la..cos yesterday was too busy...Its was MMI called me at arnd 2 plus telling me to go over early..I in my store doing some check la..then the appt is 3.15 la...I look at the time and in my mind i was like "OOH NO"!Some more wan me go early lehx...i only told him i try to la.Then immediatly faster check, go back office and pass all my jobs to other ppl..Go back bunk, faster take wat was needed and run all the way out of camp...Waited quite a while then got cab la.... Then took cab all the way to NUH..Faster run to buy coffee first....lol... Kno why?The last time the specialist scold me la....Cos when they do my teeth, i cant control myself and went to sleep....haha!Tis time i really tried my best not to go into sleep mood lorx...but still a bit cmi.Kena 3 numb injections first, then later on no feel of wat they do le....But after everything and until nw still cant even touch the teeth la...And Unable to sleep becos of the painfulness, some more woke up at 4 plus la....Couldnt sleep, so decided to eat the pain killer they gave me...At first still cant sleep, but later think becos too tired then fell asleep bah...Then tis morning couldnt wake up, only wake up at 8.08 like tat...lol...Still not too late la..hahaha.. Faster call back office and inform them i just woke up...Later they charge me AWOL then i die..hahas...Tis afternoon still got doc appt at TTSH...hais....Tat's abt it for tis week bah.. :)
Posted at10:21 AM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Sat..
Planned to go polyclinic early in the morning de..but sad, couldn't wake up..Woke up at 10 plus, faster changed brushed teeth and prepare to go polyclinic...But the feeling my leg gave me R different, so i decided to try climbling stairs be4 going to polyclinic..And YEAH!! I think i hav recovered mostly, can climb stairs like normal liao..Going to fully recover le bah...recover le then i hav to train for IPPT le.. Anyway, 10 plus when i woke up, my mum came back fr market 2!! She said she met my 5th uncle and his wife, they even brought us lots of things to eat...Actually they got tried to called me, but cant grt me...maybe wrong no bah...hahas..Lots of feelings for the family, but thing i hav to get myself settle down first..In term of physically, emotionally and mentally bah.. Like wat my previous post hav said,If U don wan or don need something, wat for U put them arnd U to temp U?Btw...thk's anyone who care for me and my legs...hahas..
Posted at2:37 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
update..
Sun Pastor and many others went to visit my dad at the nursing hm..Heard tat he's having fever..he react to prayers and the mentioning of God...Its really very gd, just tat we cant confirm the exact belife inside him.Ok...my leg still the same. Left leg kena skin allergy (donno how to spell) and right leg over strain(donno how to spell).Cant climb stairs la...I cant train for IPPT lorx...sad..Its real sad for a person who love sports, cant play badminton oso..Hopfully will recover soon..else, i will go polyclinic on sat again to take x-ray.Went a doc appt yesterday....Actually most of the times its i contricating(donno how to spell) myself la..If U don wan to eat the cake, then don put the cake tangeling(donno how to spell) infront of U la.i always do tat, so i make myself stuck in between many things.Put the temptations infront of U?
Posted at10:05 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
fri..
I think my leg is more than a insets bite....
May be dirty...something wrong wif my skin or blood....
Will see how la..
2mor going to East Coast early in the morning to run for abt 5km...
Actually i cant wear socks la...but forget it.
Just for info la...hahas, cos oso donno wat to write.
<3
Posted at1:57 PM
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
excused...
Went to medical centre report sick 2day....Medical officer oso say is kena bitten by some sort of inserts..And nw infected..He gave me excuse boots, shoes and uniform for 3 days and a Antibiotic Ointment for applying.My platoon ppl say tat the ointment is useless and told me to buy something else outside la...At least got something to apply la.....just tat its real itchy lorx.. Ppl jio me play badminton 2day la, wonder can i wear shoes..hahas..Book in and out oso weird, hahas...
Posted at5:03 PM
Monday, April 07, 2008
Man...leg rotting.
Sad to say, my leg R rotting la.. Think be going to medical centre 2mor...Donno is kena bitten by some inserts or wat...Super itchy and instant of recovering it get worse la..See wat's the medical officer say bah..
Posted at10:23 PM
Friday, April 04, 2008
Lots of thoughts..
border="0" />My dad....only 57 tis yr. If something happen to him, will he under the belief as a christian?
3rd brother working as a market helper nw, pay is $1.500/mth.
If its U, U can contribute how much to the family?
He contribute 10% to my mum every mth for household use. But how abt bills?
Actually wan to pay all the bills using dad's insurance money...
I told him we hav to save and his pay is $1,500, mine only $400+ la..go think abt it.
Many ppl becos of his pay, don wan to help us..
Tis week was so tired, hahas... Been having too much sports games and excierces le..Wed morning SQN wif 3 sets of some basis excierces, nite play badminton in camp..Tat nite only 4 person playing lorx.....Then was like playing non-stop fr 8 to 10 plus la!The next morning super body ache. Hahas, long time nv excierces le..Then Thur (yesterday) went woodland play badminton, CMI.Only played a bit only i already dying, lol....Thk's God these few days still able to wake up in time for work.2day went to gym for some work out then played full court basketball, really tiring...hahas..But i enjoy la.I will be trying to op for poly, though ITE aerospace only 2.5 GPA. Try, no harm la..Some decisions and choices is easy to make, but wat R the rite decisions?
i feel really sorrry for the new youths, cos we havent been influence U all in rite way.Ok, thinking too much make things complicated....lol...donno wat i am writting.Do U think U can change and walk on the rite track without ppl guiding?Miss all my frens, take cares. <3
Posted at10:49 AM
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