Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Update.....
Hav been raining these few days...
Urine sudden flood...
Anyway, be going to a church camp fr 29 to 31st May in malaysia....
Time really flies...treasure ppl arnd U, ya?
Be update again after i come back and got time.
Take cares. ;)
Posted at3:28 PM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
loved
below de post has updated, take a look. Thk's! <3
Posted at12:15 AM
Friday, May 23, 2008
After dad's death...
My dad passed away on mon 19th May, which is oso my 3d bro b'day..Everything goes so fast...Its actually a jie tuo for my dad, and he's nw in heaven..think will update again when free...Nw at my 5th uncle hse....Yesterday just had conflict wif mum...The 2nd time i shouted at her and wif bad words...U take me for granted nvm, but U climb onto my head...I settle everything for family and U say i eat up insurance money??? Wat is tis?? Do U understand my feelings?
Hais...all donno how to think la...
2nd bro donno how to think nvm, 3rd bro oso like tat and nw my mum...
Trying to prove tat i' m down on my own?
I really feel hurts and lonely...
Donno who to contact, end up contact my cousins...
Actually lottering arnd...
then he asked me to go his hse overnite...
My 5th uncle wife is really so understanding la...
feel so secure chatting wif her and wif her arnd...
Yup, update again. :)
Posted at11:49 AM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
my dad....
2day early in the morning woke up.....
Actually wanted to wake up a bit later de, but mum keep shouting...
She say wat will late and all tat, but its just 7 plus la!
After some stuggle, forget it la...then say wan go eat first wor..
Nv say earlier....nvm...
Actual time of reaching the nursing hm is 9.30 la...
Ate finished decided to walk there cos too early le....
But half way her frens (an uncle) called her saying wan to send us to the nursing hm wor...
i don mind, but when we get off the private bus, the uncle gave my mum some money..
i was like wondering why....
Then i asked her and she told me those uncles always gave her money wors...
Actually waited almost 1hr for the doc...
When the doc came, she told us tat she actually came very early le....usually is 11am de.
Its the person who arranged call us to come at 9.30...lol....
My mum always impaitent de....like when hospital, keep asking the nurse.
No choice since i kno she's like tat, just be normal lorx...
Seldom hav things make me angry de...i a bit angry becos...
they transfer my dad back without imforming or even asking whether we agree or not la!!
They transfered my dad back mainly becos they cant do anything abt my dad's conditions oso...
Like wat nursing hm can do, give him anti-botics lorx..
Just tat hospital can give him injection de, but nursuing hm can only give him medicine de...
Same la...prob is they wont accept my dad in the hospital again!!
Heard of it, real angry la!!! But just a feeling, after tat no more le....
Be4 the doc come, i saw my dad's like i really feel like crying out la!!
But mum is there 2! I cry, she sure cry wif me de...
So i tel myself i cannot do tat....hais...
My dad de body sore and lung infection even SGH oso cant do anything...
So he still keep having fever, quite critical....
The nursing hm actually asked if we wan them to try to save my dad when he CMI...
I say of cos la! Was thinking tat they asking stupid ques in my mind...
Anyway, below R some photos la....jpg)
His hand de skin all rotten, sowllen and infected... 
His fingers and plams were all swollen...
His leg was bandaged and swollen...
His mouth hav been closing 2gether but when see clearly, there's actually blood
Both of his ear oso got blood...
Last of all, he has difficulties in breathing.....need machine....
Posted at2:48 PM
Friday, May 16, 2008
dad..
Think sat hav lots of things to settle again in the nursing hm...hais.....
See how then...prob is, nw cant arrange for doc to tel my mum le....
See so many things then don feel like settling....hahas....
But still hav to la...
Hav successfully applied oversea leave for camp on 29th to 31st...
Has....looking forward to relieve fr worldly complications and confusions input in mind...
LOLs...chin...
Anyway, tat's only general term i think....no time to write detail stuffs and thinking.
Hahas..write until here, else being "K" by sir. Take cares. =P
Posted at8:16 AM
Posted at8:16 AM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
dad...
Some things to update abt my dad...
Sat when i told ZL abt it, he actually gave me quite a gd advise....
Though need alot of arrangement la...
He advised me to arrange for the doc to talk to my mum personally...
Hahas...thk's ZL.
BUT...just received a call fr SGH de nurse saying they sending my dad back to nursing hm...
Real stupid la...lol...
Prob is, they nv tel me earlier....nv respect me as a family members la.
I asked the nurse, if he go back will he's condition slowly back to bad?
She say she donno and not sure abt tat... I was =_=
At least glad to heard tat dad's fine and doing great nw la!
Telling me ambulance will fetch him at 2pm...
LOLs...nw then tel, wat can i do wor...
Nvm...will visit my dad at the nursing hm again then.
Then will update abt his conditions, thk's everyone tat concern.
Hahas.. <3
Posted at9:54 AM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Sat...
Sat actually did a crazy things...hahas...I took a bag carry which is abt 4kg and ran...I ran fr my hse there (chong pang) to Woodland MRT......its non-stop hor...Reaching Admiratly already feeling like giving up le....The last time i ran like tat was few yrs ago, and its without bag la! LOLs....Actually i can continue run de...not sweat enough, just tat real tired. Hahas...Then already planned swimming wif WJ, Alan and De Qing,But they eating dou hua at marsiling market there...hahas...So i go find foods on my own first lorx...Who kno just when i start ordering foods, they already walking to meet me liao...But ok la...cos i can take foods just be4 sports de...heehe...Taugh WJ how to swim...but i donno how to teach so De Qing teach and i guide.I actually got leg cramp when i swim in the adult pool lorx...Struggling and shout for De Qing, but in the end i managed to struggled and swim back....Sad..HURTS.. Too long nv swim le la...hahas...But enjoy it very much...Cos i just love sports!! Lols...For nw say until here bah.. Loves. <3
Posted at7:55 AM
Friday, May 09, 2008
My dad...
2day afternoon received a call fr SGH doc...Wanting to tel my mum abt my dad's condition....But i purposly asked to find out more, then she told me all...hahas...My dad currently on anti-botics treatment....The biggest doc in SGH said tat they cant help my dad much cos he's already like for a period of time...So few more days the treatment will finish then they will see how...For my dad's condition nw is to pass away less pain and peacefully...Some more his body got alot of ucles...Hmm...how U would pass the message to ur mum when u get tis news?I still thinking whether i can sort out a better ideas of explaining or not....If not, maybe just tel her and let her be...cos she's always like tat....Later she confirm will cry, nag, tel everyone she knos and all tat de...These R real heavy...God actually think highly of me. So all the more i hav to do wat i should...hahas... Anyway, got to sleep...2mor got parade hav to wake up super early, then nite got functions...I thk God becos God is FAITHFUL!! He always there but i always change.. :)
Posted at12:55 AM
I'm back fr 3 days mc after the injection on tues...Starting real painful when urine, somemore got blood...nw ok le...Sat nite 3rd bro nv came hm....Mum was like worried until donno like wat la...Be4 tat he went to vist my dad wif his church leaders...His church leaders oso said tat he drove him abt 9.30 at my hse downstair la....Hais..i thought tat he wont do anything foolish...and he's older than me.Sun at zx received a call, his church leaders suggested to report police though haven 24hr...Cos he may already been arrested for some crimes...I oso agreed, so ask my mum go wif them lorx...And found out tat 3rd bro actually got drunk and ambulance bring him to hospital...Real stupid la!! Totally sian diao...
Posted at12:18 AM
Friday, May 02, 2008
so heavy...so tired..
2day toally CMIkeep having the feelings of breaking down and cry....feeling real tired and real heavy...Actually the nursing hm already informed my mum...But she like kno nth abt my dad condition la..Really got to thk God tat i met the nursing hm de nurse...I cant believe tat i actually hav mood swing...Its terrible eps in camp 2day..I can just suddenly break down and cry, the next momemt i can laugh...i throw my hp, show faces...etc... Somehow real feel like having a big cry...Hahas...but i'm alright la..Just tat mood like roller coaster..Hopefully after a big rest will be fine..2day suddenly doc fr SGH called me...Saying need me to go down to the hospital to sign a form..Cos my dad's de red blood cells is super low..Then was like i oso haven 21yrs old la.. Sian..Told me to reach by 6 or 7 pm like tat...I can only say try my best lorx..quite impossible la..Ate some foods in camp then took a cab all the way hm to fetch my mum...then go SGH straight..Already told her i will reach arnd 7pm and to get ready by then liao..When i reaching wif the cab, i called her, she say she thought 7 plus..i totally =_=Luckly tat time still very fast away fr hm...Then cab reached le, she just nice ready and coming down le...After tat head straight to SGH, ex la the fare...but no choice...Reached there already say arnd 7.40...Nurse-in-charge having break....hav to wait arnd half an hr...My mum cannot wait one la...kept asking the staff nurses there...Making me so nan zuo ren...Then kept walking arnd talking to ppl...saying got mosquitoes bite and all tat....After tat still kept asking the staff nurses again...wa....CMIThen i decided let her do watever she wan and i just sit down and wait..A while later came back told me to buy coffee for her...hahas...I'm more than willing to do so la...rather than she do other stuffs...hehe...so evil...When i came back wif coffee she already talking to the doc le...But, she don understand anything the doc talking abt...lols....Just need my mum to say for my dad cos his red blood cells is low..then they will put in the blood for him...So after the signature, we can leave le...Hais...the whole process just need my mum signature... lols...Oks just write until here... Tues my turn, 9am must reach TTSH...And i got to fast fr mon 12 min-nite.Miss U all, take cares. =)
Posted at2:24 PM
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His hand de skin all rotten, sowllen and infected... 
