Cold day at cold rm for course..

Actually i wanted to end my previous post wif a verse at Luke18:27 de, but no time.. I'm sure its ok for me to post it nw, cos our God wont change. HaHa! LUke18:27 say wat is impossible wif men is possible wif God. Amen?

2day really a cold day man.. Hav been "haa chewing", having flu and running nose since morning until nw. Real terrible is tat, the classroom was even colder la..some more U kno wat i wear? I wore P.T kit la.. Meaning t-shirt and Army short. Lol..

Half of the day was cold until cant keep my eyes open la.. Maybe tat's an excuse? Just kept falling asleep lorx.. Some more very very de hungry la..haha! After eaten lunch, was much better le..

Afternoon recevied a call fr TTSH, saying tat they received the letter MP wrote le.. Lol..come back to think, actually iwas like hoping things thru MP can make the things will go smooth and fast. Li Qin really kno me well man.. Haha!

First thing the person told me was tat the price of the medical report hav oso increased, and its 160 nw.. 2nd she say she hav to see the social worker tat side whether how they can help me, if not will hav to pay 160 lorx.. 3rd thing she asked me to go down TTSH asap wif my mum to apply for the medical report, cos it will take abt 2 - 3 weeks to process.

Lol..interesting rite? My mum work veryday lei..hav to say her to take leave on sat le.. Then if end up hav to pay how? Haha..

Some more i nw then relised tat for a week i will hav to take bus thru and flow to sembawang camp, thinking abt eat will be worse.. Haha! Tel myself, must pray hard and not to give up.. If wan to worry, too many things out there for me to worry man.. I rather do somehting to turn the worries into stars, lol..

Tat's all for 2day, take care and miss U all. :)

Let God drives the car U R driving..

Kno wat?? After the visiting to my hse, my mum turn the hse upside down until nw.. Can't blame her, who don wan freedom. She has been keep saying " my business is none of ur business.. rather i go where or wan to go church or not, no need U to care". And somehow she's suddenly keep saying tat i always go church and don care abt family..actually in my thoughts, i think she donno wat she's talking.. But my 2nd and 3rd bro oso went church lehx..worse if U kno how they behave at hm. She's keep saying bad abt church becos of bad testimonals at hm..take out all our lousy attitude just to say bad abt so many things. Still got many other things la, like no one wan to feed her..etc..but its surely not for me to bear so many things bah..

Wondering how MP tat side going to help out in my HDB and DPS things.. Mum actually keep mention wan to die and tat wan to sell our flat and move to 1 rm flat.. When went to MP tat time, the interviewer first suggestion was oso to sell the flat la.. But i keep asking her, "is there really no other way out"? She then ask other interviewer for advise, and decision made was to write letter to HDB to defer the paying for 1 yr first..better than nth, see how after tat la. Abt the stupid DPS, really cant find anyway to folk out $150 for medical report..so went to MP see wat they can help. The interviewer said tat can only wirte to TTSH to let it be cheaper, better than nth la..HaHa!

Kno wat? Really came my surprised tat my plat seg wan to go to my bunk wif me and chit-chat.. He's a christian la.. So God really use all kind of ways to help me la!! Each hav their own probs to handle la.. Mine included mentally, emotionally, pyhsically, family, Army..etc.. Wat i learnt is tat to let God drives wat U driving. Need to hold on, cos only hold on to the strenght then we can be a conquerer.

Lol..sun hav to run 6km lorx.. Can't go service le.. Its a ADG (Air Defence Group) Quterly run and SAF half marathon. Will be meeting 7.15am at explanade there. Run will end arnd 10am at NDP Marina there.

Almost forgotten to update U all abt smth.. Be having a supply logistic course fr 28th Aug to 3rd Sept at Sembawang camp, its 7.30am report and until 6pm. Many unpredictable la..pls pray for me, thk's! :)

Seeing my dearest MP again..

Went to see my MP again.. Tis time round regarding HDB loans and the pending DPS. Be4 tat, i still went for psychology appt at IMH lehx..

Sometimes really feel very tired, cos too many things to look into..i did thought of not going to Army but its not possible, so better don think abt things tat not possible..HaHa! Its really truth abt tis la!

Waited so long to see the MP la..actually just see the interviewer la, HaHa! :D I these few days then relized tat the hse tat i'm living in nw actually owe 60 plus thousands de loans, supposed to deduct fr CPF mth by mth de.. But my dad's de CPF already empty lorz..then my mum de not much left, so they changed to deduct fr my dad's de bank acc. For ur info, 3 mths be4 my dad get 2nd stroke, he already nv work le..So seems like hav not been paying it for abt 1 yr la.. At first the interviewer oso donno how she can help..

P.S: Can go hm le..so other days then tel U more bah..HaHa!

I feel really tired...

2day I actually missed my breakfast.. U kno? I set alarm to wake up at 6.10am and set hp de alarm to wake up at 6am lehx.. But still, i can't wake up and i wake up only at 7.10am. Not only i missed my breakfast,but i didn't even bath.. I brushed my teeth and get changed, but while getting changed, i fell asleep.. End up they thought i AWOL again.. Went to my bunk, wake me up and get scolded of course..my sir asked me whether he should punish me or not, I answered "yes". Its expected, cos I do wrong wat. Wat's more..wat can i do?? A penny of thoughts..actually thought of killing myself, so i no need to serve tis stupid and shitting Army. Still got 1 yr and more, i got better things to do lorz.. ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

Actually thinking whether can downgrade or not.. Still haven hav my full battle order.. ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... .... ...

No need to work on fri..

Yesterday was stupid la..actually fell asleep when typing blog, fr 8 plus to almost 11pm. Haha!

Fri no need work in camp. Its actually the 1st anniversary for Chong Pang Camp i think. So all will go Sentosa la! Its a must.. 8am hav to meet, the progs is fr arnd 10am to 3pm bah.. Better than work la..HaHa! They say maybe wan go watch movie after tat..see how la..not close wif them, HaHa..

Things actually went wrong..

S1 gave me off on mon rite? Actually fri be4 i leave camp, i double checked wif him tat he will inform my Sir..cos i asked him whether need to tel Msg Ang and Sir or not, then he said no need to worry he will inform them for me. On mon, the whole QM actually keep trying to call me..but my M1 hi card no $ liao, so thought can divert call to my Singtel hi card. HaHa..too bad la! My stupid mistake. My Sir and Sgt actually went to my hse, cos they scare i AWOL.. But i'm not at hm, so they leave a note to call my Sir immediatly i see the msg.

I really go ahead and do wat i should lah..Nvm la..can't blame anyone. End up came back get 'suan' until crazy lorz.. Really quite overload la..too many things to look into le. In camp only Sir can help me, but no choice tat we hav to respect the old one here. Kno why i don get help fr direct commanders nw? But i don think S1 can help me much nw.

Nw don feel like being in Army anymore.. Why not i just help the country look after my family? Just visited my dad yesterday. He look old, can't talk, don look well mentally (keep looking arnd) and skinny until can only see his bones.. Social worker said tat he hav been quite unconscious and refuse to do threpy and exercises..maybe becos of these his mentally can't function as well as normal bah.

Ha...i actually think and type until fell asleep. Gtg, late le.. Drop by my thoughts again. :)