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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

who am i?

Mon and tues went back to camp,

sad things is tat only 2 person.

Others on leave or OFF,

then the one wif me always sleep and hack care de.

So the 2 days, everything was on me.

Suddenly too many things to do and handle,

everyone started coming to my office and asking for things.

I accidentedly left a store key inside the store,

my mind was like "Arhh.......".

Called my Sgt and he told me no spare key for tat store.

I gave up!

A newly posted in officer supposed to understudy my Sir,

but Sir on leave.

He's very ON la...search the whole office,

and actually told me tat he don believe don hav spare keys.

Somehow, he found spare keys in a random cabinet.

But my mood still isnt very gd.

My whole mind R still thinking of:

"who am i?"

"I'm limited"

"i'm a human who do things w/o God wif me, i think"

"Hav i forgive myself?"

i donno...

Even youth camp....kitchen helper...etc...

Its like i'm doing doing a job.

After watching "shi zhi lu kou",

i wondering why cant i forgive myself.....hav U ppl forgive me........hav god forgive me?

i very confuse.

Who don wish to hav a new life?

How can i hav a new start?

Just feel like crying.

Posted at2:35 PM

Monday, December 01, 2008

Wrong things.

Though i didnt really do anything wrong,

but i'm still struggling to do things rite.

Its smth i totally wrong be4,

i do kno i need to do smth abt it,

but i live in guilt.

Too many wrong things and makes me unable to stand up?

i hav been searching for temp human's love,

at the same time, i do kno tat every human need God's love.

Where am i?

Why am i here for?

My family really need me meh?

I hav no strength and i need love?

i'm quite scare tat i don even kno wat's rite and wrong,

maybe i hav been conviced myself until i donno wat am i.

So sometimes, i don even kno wat i'm thinking, rite or wrong.

Posted at1:13 AM

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