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Thursday, January 29, 2009

bros

初二 my 大故 gave me pressure.

Wat i until nw then regret not studying hard?

i admit tat all my cousins de educations R much higher than me and my bros,

though i'm consider highest educated in my family??

I can only said tat, somehow ppl R born differently la.

If U kno my bros, how they behave and wat they do, U will kno liao.

Me, got depressions.

Seriously sometimes i just cant concentrate, cant think well like others la..

i really feel helpless, lonely and sian sometimes,

but i hav to accept it la.

I really wondering why,

why my 2nd bro until nw still saying he regreted going my eldest uncle hse,

becos my 3rd and i go. And eps i go.

He hav been saying it all day long,

but 初一 really nth happened wat.

Maybe he don like his close family members to be there?? Hais...

The way he behave oso vomit blood.

Then 3rd saying he's finding jobs, actuaaly is bullshit!

Only buy eng newspaper, how to find??

Then stay at hm watch tv, vcd and keep playing com???

My mum keep complaining to me tat he hav changed.

Nv eat mum's cooked de food anymore,

late or nv sleep, ignore my mum when she talk to him,

keep smoking...his attitude and stuffs.

Then my mum will drunk and depress becos of them.

I really wonder if i can get to poly. :(

Seriously miss my dad, seriously lonely and sian.

But, thk God, cos he nv give up on me.

I must try not to give up on the family and myself 2!

I wonder wat am i, if i don hav God since 7 yrs ago.

Currently 2.17am, crying infront of com.

And kno wat?

3rd bro is listening musics inside his room,

i kno he's awaiting to use the com,

BUT at tis timing??

Anyway, i alr set timing to lock the com,

maybe tat's the best way bah...hais..

Posted at1:42 AM

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