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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

mum's birthday

Pain still comes randomly.

Whether going out or standing up.

2day mum's birthday, both bro heck care.

Just pushed 3rd bro down,

cos mum wanna celebrate in coffee shop wif her uncles and auntie frens.

Then just brought some dian xin and a cake.

Thought not feeling very gd physically and emotionally,

but she happy can le la.

Posted at9:51 PM

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Hope

I must admit tat tis illness affects the hope in me.

Maybe U must be thinking its God tat we put our hope in.

i kno, just tat tis illness just hunt me day & nite.

Frankly speaking, commiting suicide did came to my mind.

Of cos, its always just a passer by thoughts.

I will nv dare to do tat, and my purpose on earth hav not complete yet.

I really don like the feelings of falling and climbing up again,

though we hav to do tat.

I thought i hav climbed up fr yrs of falls,

but just 1 steps i fall again.

So nv comfortable of the way we living nw.

I'm sry Lord,

i always focus on the pains and things arnd me.

Pls teach me to get back to U,

cos U bring hope and U R the hope.

Posted at11:08 PM

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Going down

I can feel and i kno tat my roller coaster is going down le.

I actually feel like giving up,

once again my focus on the wrong things.

Really thk's for ur video, Eunice.

Posted at9:01 PM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Decided to go A&E

Just came back fr TTSH A&E.

whole nite didnt sleep,

pain, difficulties in urine and leaking urine,

so decided to go hospital on my own.

Took a cab arnd 4am.

Check here and there,

Think is urine tract infection.

Anw, they will arrange an earlier appt wif my urology la.

Posted at6:32 AM

Recently not feeling really well,

pain comes randomly.

Sometimes cant sleep, sometimes cant eat,

and always feel like vomiting.

Do hav leaking of urine and urine difficulties.

Hurts in waist, below stomach...etc...

When its comes, it will last for few hrs.

Don worry, just feel like posting.

Posted at3:24 AM

Monday, April 20, 2009

apologise

So sorry everyone.

I'm sure many ppl must be worried sick abt me.

Its a false alarm of depression,

its actually human fatigued.

Was too tired during last week, cos of mob war.

Then in camp, eveyone was like giving orders to everyone.

Somemore all R guys la..they hav their own ways of doing things.

Old ppl do tat still ok, even new ppl oso do tat.

Give me some respect can or not, i definitely more experience than U all lorx..

Nvm lorx, i just keep quiet and do wat i should do.

Then Msg Thanabal kept saying they bully me, i going ORD.

Don say them la, even Sir oso keep asking me to do things.

In camp, who will understand U?

I'm alright, just wanna say how i feel.

I booked out then realised its not depression,

maybe just trap inside camp and too tired bah.....

then come out suddenly feel so free, hahas.

Fri ORD LORH!

Posted at11:07 PM

Friday, April 17, 2009

I failed

Depressions is here again,

i hate it.

Human R selfish,

we R bossy,

we always think tat our ways of doing things R best.

Either they heck care or they use their way to settle probs.

Why cant they humble themselves?

Forget it,

though no one listen to me,

i will just go to a quiet corner and rest for a while.

Everything will start all over again after tat.

Sorry Lord, i'm weak, i failed.

CL, yup yup! 2Tim 1:7, thk's for ur reminder.

Posted at8:23 PM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Auto wake up??

Wa...power, sleep arnd 11pm and somehow auto wake up at 4am 2day. O_O

Posted at5:24 AM

Monday, April 13, 2009

Days be4 ORD

I recived ITE de letter le, got rejected due to overwhelming respond.

Will hunt for job.

Real tired, will be in camp for mob war until fri.

Then sat hav guard duty, maybe sun U will see dead man walking.

Hahas..

Shouldnt take so much initiative in army,

wont hav a gd time be4 ORD.

In many things ppl will even expect U to do it,

others who nv do much in the begining,

will stay sleeping, relax and playing PSP.

Tat's all i wanna say. :D

Posted at7:46 PM

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Overnite prayer

Posted at12:55 AM

Thursday, April 09, 2009

Mighty to save

Everyone needs compassion,
Love that's never failing;
Let mercy fall on me.

Everyone needs forgiveness,
The kindness of a Saviour;
The Hope of nations.

Saviour, He can move the mountains,
My God is Mighty to save,
He is Mighty to save.

Forever, Author of salvation,
He rose and conquered the grave,
Jesus conquered the grave.

So take me as You find me,
All my fears and failures,
Fill my life again.

I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in,
Now I surrender.

Saviour, He can move the mountains,
My God is Mighty to save,
He is Mighty to save.
Forever, Author of salvation,
He rose and conquered the grave,
Jesus conquered the grave. (x2)

Shine your light and let the whole world see,
We're singing for the glory of the risen King...Jesus (x2)

Saviour, He can move the mountains,
My God is Mighty to save,
He is Mighty to save.
Forever, Author of salvation,
He rose and conquered the grave,
Jesus conquered the grave. (x2)

Shine your light and let the whole world see,
We're singing for the glory of the risen King...Jesus. (x4)

Posted at1:28 AM

I actually forgotten tat mum's cooking 2day!

I packet rice ate and then saw the rice cooker then realise.

I'm sure she feel sad, hurts and will complain again,

cos no one eat. :(

I'm so sorry.

2mor gonna hav overnite prayers in church,

Christ died for us and history changed tis day.

We, ex youths will then meet out for worship, prayers and sharing.

Nite will go for a Gospel relay at Singapore indoor stadium,

its messages of Hope and experience miraculous power of God.

Sat be going sentosa for outing,

and sun of cos Easter Service!

Ok, gonna sleep nw. 2mor sure died. Hahas.. =p

Posted at12:58 AM

Saturday, April 04, 2009

13 more working days and 1 sat guard duty to ORD.

Anw, all poly hav rejected me cos of my results and late apply.

ITE unsuccessful oso, cos of no vacancy.

Maybe will appeal ITE, but will oso find private course at the meantime.

Gotta outstanding service man for Feb.

And 2 free movie tickets, CO asked if i hav gf. =.=

Posted at2:40 PM

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Amazing God

Tis morning i took a cab to camp.

Its a new auntie driver,

who uses electronics map track my destination

and follow its instructions to my destination.

At 1st, the electronics map cant even find my camp la...

But the auntie is full of passion,

so i just tel her a road tat near to my camp lorx..

Who knos the map gave wrong directions

and she turn to the wrong expressway oso lorx..

End up she turned to woodlands. =.=

When at woodgrove sec,

She say she scare i late,

asked me to faster go down and take another cab

and she don wan to accept my money.

i tried hailing for cab but no cab.

She then get down and stop a white car,

asking the uncle driver whether he kno where my camp not

and even asked the uncle to fetch me to my camp.

To my surprise, the driver actually accepted to drive me to my camp.

The auntie really so brave la! Hahahas...

But most amazing is my God.

The uncle then drove his younger son to Christ Church sec,

in my heart i kept thinking of asking whether is he a Christian.

We shared alot abt after my army,

he shared bumper bee theory.

Saying tat many rich ppl R without a cert like bumper bee,

no one tel bumper bee tat they too heavy and cant fly,

so they use the ways they kno to fly.

He oso said sometimes kno too much like wat's the rite way oso not gd.

He teaches his childrens tat studies is a oppurtunities to learn,

its not a job or smth we must do.

His on his way to work oso quite near my my camp la! Hahas...

By seeing the cross hanging in his car,

i think he's a Catholic bah..

2day actaully thought of going hospital becos of my leg de

but somehow i feel no peace making tat decision,

so decided to go camp then see how.

After letting Sir see my wounds wanna go medical centre and report sick de,

but I actually got a guard duty 2mor!

In facts, the wound quite hurting.

When i'm on my way reporting sick i'm thinking tat 2mor i hav gurad duty,

if go report sick sure will excuse de,

then my duty will sure push to someone else.

Ppl can make difficult for me,

but i will try my best not to make difficult for others.

Somemore in my office, who will sacrifice and help?

So i decided to turn back and cancel reporting sick.

When Sir heard tat,

he actually don wan me do duty wif my leg like tat,

he asked ppl help me do, but the result is expected la.

So i told SIr, its ok...hahas....

Imagine i went hospital early in the morning?

Everything will be different!

My God is amazing ya? Hahas..

God, i wonder 2mor de duty the sgt or oficr will play us or not.

Currently my leg actually in quite a pain,

like having a knife cut into my leg like tat.

I kno U will give me strength, cos U R the only God and mighty God!!

Thank you for letting me experience U.

Eunice, really thk's for ur sharing yest,

its really a life testimonials la!

I'm weak, but He is always there.

Posted at8:59 PM

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