Saturday, May 30, 2009
Music Playlist
Finally changed blog de musics playlist tat can play full songs de, hahas..But can see wat songs i hav..lols..Nth is prefect la.1) 下一个天亮2) God will make a way3) Hillsongs - Mighty To Save4) Lord i lift ur name on high5) Heart of worship6) When God Ran7) We Are The ReasonA gd news for those who likes to listen to my blog musics, like CQ. Hahas..
Posted at7:46 AM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
下一个天亮
By Jarod Lee Yi Xian用起伏的背影 挡住哭泣的心
有些故事 不必说给 每个人听
许多眼睛 看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见 那个自己
用简单的言语 解开超载的心
有些情绪 是该说给 懂的人听
你的热泪 比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力 更有勇气
等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光
用简单的言语 解开超载的心
有些情绪 是该说给 懂的人听
你的热泪 比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力 更有勇气
等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光
时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我 小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠
等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光
Posted at10:40 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Dream.
Recently hav been dreaming,dreaming mum commited suicide and 2 bro even knife each others at the wake.While i was sleeping, my tears came out oso.Ha...crazy me.Yest 3rd brought 2 guys hm 12 plus at the nite,they smoking and drinking beers inside his room.Think its partly my fault for letting him kno Poh Kim and companies.
Posted at7:35 PM
Monday, May 18, 2009
Donno wat to put as title.3rd bro hav been bring a guy back hm almost every mid-nite,they sleep in a room and did alot of stupid stuffs.Like shaving of leg's hair???And mum drank again, tel her don bother abt him le.But oso understandable la, all R her sons mah..2nd bro always say she bias, love 3rd bro and me more than him.But he nv kno how hurts mum is.Mood quite down, hav to force myself to work thought no motivations.Working is nv for myself, its for family...for future...a learning experiences...etc..Maybe i more of a solo player bah..Last time i not like tat de la...where is the "old LongXiang"?If U kno the "old LongXiang", U will kno its quite a changed.Anw, its always a blessing to be able to serve in church.Thk's for giving me so many chances.
Posted at10:07 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
work
Hoo..thk's God tat i'm able to wake up at 4.15 2day,else there goes my company bus.I drank 6 cups of coffee and a can of red bull 2day.Somemore 2day got OT.2mor oso hav OT, hopefully can last.The air con makes me keep wanting to fell asleep, even when i'm standing la.Too lack of sleep will makes me unable to concentrate,esp when learning new things. Cant absorb in.Gonna die if tis continue, hahas.Btw..my 3rd bro hav been out wif frens and back very early in the morning.Just a sharing, got to sleep liao.
Posted at9:51 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Mother's day.
2day alot of last min stuffs and kitchen is like fighting like tat.
But i'm thkful tat God and church uses me.
Think most importantly is tat we must hav a willing heart.
Willing heart can link to patient, teachable, humble...etc.. I think.Btw..i would like to thk's 小Victor de help for cleaning up level 3 2day,though he might not be reading my blog.Of cos Yu Ling for washing the toilet 2!
Went to hse downstair de 泰国小食 wif mum,
and kno wat? 2 bro sleeping at hm!! (ha..just wan to express my emotion) Waited for almost half an hr for our turn, and U kno my mum is very impatient de la. Hahas..
Mum was quite happy and she loves eating Kang Kong.
End up still packet for the 2 bro.
Ok got to sleep soon, 2mor gotta wake up arnd 4am.
Company bus be coming 5.10am.
Posted at8:20 PM
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Donno wat title to put, hahas..Was too nervous during worship jusr nw,shivering all the way even after tat.After i came down fr stage, my waist and head hurts.Until nw my left hand waist still hurts,maybe becos of the nerves bah..Just wan to say tat i really thk God for using me.I'm really a nth w/o God.Just wanna update some stuffs.Went to see doc on thurs, will be having a x-ray on 5th June and 15th go back to see him.But be4 tat will hav a urine observations 1st.Currently working as Temp Quality Assurance,temp fr 7 to 3 pm, but will change after some times.Family same on-going, ha.. Quite looking forward to 21st b'day, donno why.Maybe tat's all i wanna say.
Posted at10:48 PM
Friday, May 01, 2009
I just feel tired.
Though ORD fr army liao, life hasnt been gd.Both bro being fired and cant find a job either,somemore at tis point of time i oso looking for a temp job.They hav been at hm these 2 weeks.End up, mum hav to feed them.While me hav to feed myself, pay bills and sometimes give mum money when needed.2nd bro oso hav weird sleeping habits,sleep in day time but wake up at nite time. =.=Somemore i shared a room wif him, hav to tolerate.I actually feel quite sian abt my health oso.Nw see doc or go hospital hav to pay by myself,last time army free mah...Of cos, i can always find social workers by myself for help.I wan to run away fr ppl, myself and God,so hope i don go anywhere and meet anyone i kno,but i cant.I'm the youngest, but grow up to see family needs,in term of sensitivities of many things.I will force myself to work, just scare health may cropped up.I nv tel mum, bro or family abt my probs,cos they cant even help themselves or kno their own probs,how will they understand mine?Imagine how they will react?If i got a job, hope i can even bring mum to church camp.She hav been wanting to go oversea.Pls give me more time to recover,no worry abt me, just feel like writing these.And tis is wat blog for ya.
Posted at2:45 AM
