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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

feeling like running away again?

Feel so sian, like crying and don wanna sleep nw.

i kno, tis is my weakness.

Just only, 3rd bro kena caught by police outside hse for glue sniff la!!

But tis is a reg probs, most impt is tat they will still let him out!!

Its nv ending U kno? Wat is Singapore law man?

I alr hav lots of patients la..

Just nw i asked the police, wat if no one will to bail my bro out?

He say he surely will find someone to bail him out de.

So, wat's the use of bringing him back?

Bringing him back just becos someone reported police?

Tis is STUPID!!

i called 3rd bro church leader and tel him,

he even said tat 3rd bro can bail himself out la...

Tis is Sooo ridiculous man..

They wanted 3rd bro go The Hidding Place de, but he refused.

Found a job for him, he worked 2 days then caught by police again.

Why cant police just do smth xtra to bring him somewhere tat can help him?

Imagine U see ur bro keep kena caught by police?

And how ur mum and other bro react?

But nevertherless, God is wif me...somehow.

Should i control my tears?

Frankly speaking, sometimes getting sick of getting mum's calls.

But i hav to understand wat she needs la.

Let's not give up fr going to God, cos He loves, understand and cares for us.

My strenght comes fr who???

My strenght comes fr the who created the world,

and becos of loves he sent His only son to died for us.

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Posted at12:22 AM

Sunday, August 02, 2009

Thk God.

2day ya, work haven been very smooth but can see God's leading.

Somehow still can finish work just nice at 3pm, just tat a bit rush to get changed. Hahas...

Arnd 12pm mum called saying 3rd bro out of police station le,

he's hm and went coffee shop asked mum for $$ to eat but went glue sniff again.

I can understand such habits cant change overnite de,

like who nv done wrong again and again wor...

Just tat such things he done affects and involve too many things and ppl le.

Back hm arnd 10pm after going centre copy things,

just switch on com only he came back.

He say he found a job at pasta need arnd $100 to buy a few black pants and safety boots.

Not tat i don trust him, i oso wish to give him chances to prove himself mah..

After tat keep asking me whether i eaten not,

i told him i ate a cup of porridge in church and a bubble tea at centre.

Actually he no $$ eat and haven eat, hahas.

Then go down withdraw $$ and accompany him buy dinner.

Found out tat he loss quite lots of weight and like skinnier than me le,

he actually fatter than me de. I do feel sad.

Asked him wan buy drinks or not and all tat.

He told me he very sian, tat's why glue sniff,

reason why he nv kena anything cos so long as U glue sniff nv disturb ppl jiu ok le.

I was like HUH...like tat oso can.

Keep encourage him sian no need glue sniff de,

i oso always sian de...hahas.

He starting work mon, pray tat he can work and give thk's.

I just find its amazing tat no matter how sian i oso nv do such big things.

Sometimes just find myself so special in God's plan,

but sometimes keep relying on myself so wanna run away and give up in life.

Pls teach and guide me Lord, i wan to come back to you.

Thk God for ur plan, i can see tat You really wan me to learn how to rely on You.

Posted at12:55 AM

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