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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Being waken up by fighting sound.

I hav been tearing or hav been feeling like tearing the whole week.

Things got complicated until i lazy and donno how to post.

My depression is like girls de PMS, will look for me at least once a month.

Thoughts of ending my life did came, its real tired living tis way sometimes.

2day just back hm fr work, 2nd bro alr keep talking and

complaining to me abt 3rd bro, past and our parents. He can talk non-stop man...

Arnd 8pm plus, mum came back.

She oso complaining abt 3rd bro and how hard is her life.

I was like O_O Don think can hav quiet time.

9pm plus went to sleep but 2nd bro asked when i sleeping so early.

I told him i hav to work and i'm very tired, then i got a peaceful sleep.

Arnd 1210am 2nd and 3rd bro fighting and shouting,

heard mum asking them to stop and

2nd bro actually came into room and told me he called police.

So no choice but to wake up.

2nd and 3rd bro provoked each others again then

2nd bro use a bowl of warm water to throw at 3rd bro and

3rd bro hit 2nd bro then the bowl dropped on floor and broke.

Police came, 2nd bro told them abt how 3rd bro took his ex belt.

Police ques here and there.

Anw my mum oso very wat de,

a while agree to report police, but in front of police said diff stories. =_=

How to help?? U tel me..............

1am plus le, hav a urge of taking a walk outside and cry.

Posted at12:17 AM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Its going down again !

Ya..everything in the family R so sian and negative.

3rd bro bring frens back hm again, make until hse so noisy.

They don sleep at nite de.

Use com, play musics/ videos, talking loud loud and even do cooking when ppls sleeping.

Yest made until my mum, 2nd bro and me waken up by them arnd 2am plus.

Tis 3rd bro really makes me lose my patients, see him only sian.

i work until so tired, only give me troubles.

Mum called me afternoon saying she's not enough sleep and fell down.

Just nw came back hm see my things and cardboard i kno he anyhow touch

and even throw my things away. ARGH !!!!!

Its church things and ppl wrote de card la !

Somehow don feel like working and doing wat i should again.

Yest dropped tears at work place.

Feel so sian and emo, keep feel like stop and cry.

Ok, gonna get more sleep and rest.

Posted at7:42 PM
Thursday, September 03, 2009

Update..

Went to Nigel's birthday chalet just nw,

helped him wif a bit of decor and start fire for bbq.

I did rest a while in the room in the afternoon..hahas..








Went back Marsiling Sec for t-chers day.

5yrs since then its my 1st time go back..hahas..




3rd bro still the same

Nv sleep at nite,

keep using com or even scroll arnd at nite.

He's been in and out of police station w/o we knowing,

but we estimate it when he's not hm early morning.

Tel me he's finding job,
sometimes ask me for money to take transport but still buy glue.

Of cos he deny buying and sniffing la...hais...

becos of tat even wan fight wif us.
The day i stop work, once again realised family burden so heavy.

i missed my dad seriously.

Work to feed everyone in family is like no moral,

reach hm after work they just sit down there wait for foods and money.

Don feel like working, but hav to work.

Will skip 2mor distributing of flyers, hopefully they donno...hahas...
distributing of flyers is nv a easy job.

Next week start a temp job at may bank still donnO much abt do wat yet,
its $6/hr Mon to Fri 8.45am to 6.15Pm.
Hav been having tat pain still...argh...

Posted at1:45 AM
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