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Sunday, April 18, 2010

Take up or give up.

After i came back fr mission trip, worse things to face is to go back CEVA and work.
Many ppl say tis and tat, but they donno wat i mind most.
Mental hurts R usually wat ppl don sense.


Frankly speaking, i don mind and feel great abt the work U kno.
If the '2 sis' nv constantly hurts me for past 3 mths and makes me stuck in only 1 area of work, i wouldnt react like tat man.
Without them, i can work freely on my own.
With them i only hav sense of fears and totally no sense of security.


Anyway, i feel so lousy.
Take up wif wat U hav to face and give up is just a line drawn.
Some ppl sit down on high buiding still thinking whether should they jump down not.
Some ppl to the extend alr made the decision, maybe cos they totally feel helpless and no hope.
Sometimes i wonder is i'm holding on to church and God or its they draging me to move on.


U kno i miss those days w/o so much burden and things.
When in army, weekdays i stay in camp then only weekends i'm out for hm and church.
When in sch, life so much diff and like got so many ppl arnd.
Hahahas.


Just wan to end tat i will and definitely make end of tis mth my last day in CEVA, whether i found a job not.
If nv found a job, i don mind taking a rest and pack up my messy hse.

Posted at12:24 AM
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